heretic angel

heretic_angel @ 2005-04-26T20:03:00

2005-04-26T17:59:57Z

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heretic_angel @ 2005-03-29T17:19:00

2005-03-29T15:18:39Z

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MOVED.

2005-03-20T18:28:37Z

I've moved, people. Click the following image to go to my new journal. Add me and I'll add you back.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-20T14:56:00

2005-03-20T13:55:33Z

Made up my mind. I need a fresh start. I really need a fresh start. So, from now on, you can find me on teh_steph .

And that's all. This journal will be used for iconage from now on.

Let me recap.

2005-03-20T12:28:13Z

Johnny Depp movies I own:

- 21 jump street
- Nightmare on Elm street 1
- Platoon
- Cry Baby
- Edward Scissorhands
- Benny and Joon
- Fear and loathing in Las Vegas
- The Astronaut's wife
- From hell
- Pirates of the Carribean
- Secret window
- Finding Neverland

Think that I need to , urgently so, restock on more JD movies? I think so too. So, I'll be making a lot of trips to the video store.

Part of my book. And yes it needs work, thank you.

2005-03-19T20:08:17Z

The room I'm sitting in is perhaps one of the prettiest rooms in the entire building. You can see that it used to belong to a man, since there is a lot of woodwork and a lot of darkgreen. Very male. I can't say that I hate it. In fact, if my mother loved these rooms, I cannot see why it wouldn't appeal to me. This room was this way throughout the years I grew up, and it is still this way. I have no single reason to believe that my children will transform this room into something more modern. It is family history. And that is why I'm keeping it this way. I've seen pictures however, of how this room used to look before my parents took on the dutiful job of restoring it. Blank, white walls. Ugly plumbing. Floorboards who were in dire need of a sand down and a new layer of varnish. Not something I would have gone for. In fact, the entire building was derelict, but my father refused to let it slip through his hands. He was in love with it, you could say.

But underneath that terrible layer of white, my father found green. And so ... the walls became green. The woodwork was chipped, but he managed to get the paint of it, and back to his original splendor. Furniture that my father bought to match the area of when this room was decorated, although he hated Victorian furniture and had a outmost love for Art Nouveau furniture. Most of the furniture in the building is Art Nouveau. It isn't the nicest style, but it doesn't suck either. But when you grow up with it ... you can't love it or hate it. It's just there, really and you grow used to it.

I was born in this room. I grew up in this room, watching my mother bang away on the only pieces of Art Nouveau in the entire room : The Remington Noiseless that I chucked into the flames in a fit of rage when I was 17, and the Art Nouveau desk, which is still here. My father had such exquisitive taste. Antique dealers who come into the building just don't have eyes enough to take it all in, and walk around with their eyes as big as church bells. I think my father would have been amused, really. And right now, I'm writing in this room.

My parents were both artists, which is probably why they nearly drove each other insane. My father preferred the rich versatility of his piano to the harsh clacking of the keys on my mother’s typewriter. Perhaps that’s why they had separate bedrooms. My father’s piano was downstairs in the lounge, of course, but often while he tossed and turned and tried to sleep my mother would be up half the night, banging out b-grade horror novels on autopilot. I can't say she was a very good writer, but her ideas were out of the ordinairy. Her novels would attract the people who loved a bit of a scare. I believe they can still be found in second hand bookshops. My father, apart from being a wonderful, passionate pianist, which I've learned from the recordings my mother let me hear as a teenager, was also a police officer.

As a teenager, I imagined him nursing his bottle of whiskey late at night, listening to recordings of his favorite classic pianists, weary of his job, but that is perhaps not what he did. It is easy to have a wrong image of your father if you never knew him at all. I adored him, I needed him, I missed him, in a way. Whatever there's left in my mind are vague, made-up images of someone who looks like my father, from the pictures I've hoarded and claimed as my own as the years passed by. Long hair, pale skin, slender build, long fingers, those of a pianist. All of them are pictures of my father with long hair, apart from one, where he looks gaunt and pale, with short hair, ruffled about, messy clothes and a weary smile on his face. It is easy to believe that my mother chucked away all of the other pictures where he could be seen with short hair. It is understandable. She always told me that the man with short hair just isn't your father anymore, just a mere shadow of the person he used to be.

My father had cancer, and he would have died of it, if he hadn't fallen down the mainstairs when he was 32. On purpose or by accident, that I don't know. It isn't easy to fall down them, although the building's history has two recordings of people who have seen their lives end by falling down them. First recording was a servant, who liberately fell down them to end her life, in the 1870's. The second one is ... yes, my father.

The piano that my father just loved to play is still here, although no one has played it in ages. It is tuned each year, although it is far from necessary. It isn't gathering dust either. It is polished at least once a month, because my father did have exquisitive taste. A Steinway from the 1930's, if I can believe my Uncle Noah's insane Irish ramblings, God bless the man. It's just my way to honor him, I suppose, apart from his pictures that used to decorate my bedroom with as a teenager.

I don't think it is odd at all to miss someone you never knew. And in fact, my father, the enigma that he was, since my mother rarely spoke about him, has always been around. He is in the house, each way I go. He is in every single piece of furniture that I touch, he is in every room. Why? Because I want it that way.

But before I continue this any further, do you believe in ghosts? Could you ever believe that they are around us, watching all our movements, watching us being born, watching us grow up, cry bitter tears, watch us eat, sleep and breathe? They watch us live our lives without the singlest trace of recognition as of why they are there. Most of them don't know either. All they know is that they are trapped. I can believe it gets rather lonesome.

The older the building, the more ghosts there are. Roman armies have walked through our basement ever since I can remember, destined to continue their doomed march for so many centuries to came. There are servants, there are Victorian ladies walking through the corridors of this building without taking note of me or their children. But some of them walk talk to you. Some of them will want the contact, but little of us mortals are willing to accept that, and they are ignored.

This building, and the site it is based on, has seen quite the history. What do you wish of a former Victorian hotel? That no ghosts at all wanders through it? It would be entirely inlogical to believe that. Romans have used this site, which partially explains the Romans in the basement. Most of the ghosts in here can be explained, and as the years passed I learned their names and part of their histories.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-19T18:15:00

2005-03-19T17:18:11Z

I need to do something creative. Something creative that doesn't bother the shit out of my wrist.

Something that doesn't involve schoolwork. Something that doesn't involve the GIP and something that doesn't involve photoshop at all.

Hard choice, no? I think I'll whip out my wordpad and write something. Doesn't matter what.

A fanfic, maybe?

Of one of JD's movies? *grabs Edward Scissorhands of the shelf*

And you can be darn sure of it, that when I start writing, that I'll whip out my Chet Baker Cd as well. Yum. Smooth jazz.

Le Grin

2005-03-19T14:47:18Z

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Paid account beggage.

2005-03-18T11:27:18Z

And the begging for a paid account commences. It is running out in two days.

And I look like a 40 year old whore who crashed out in her bed after a night of heavy drinking.

What an image.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-18T00:47:00

2005-03-18T00:02:28Z

I thought today would be fun. It wasn't.
I thought it would be impossible to get drooled over by man of my father's age. I was wrong.
I thought it would be possible to keep my hair in tune. It wasn't.
I thought it would be impossible to arrive at school too late. I wasn't.
I thought it was impossible to sneak out of school without people noticing. I was wrong.
I thought it would be impossible to get any whiskey from Hein. I was wrong.

Things I will remember for at least a while : Jesus Christ performing "I will always love you' (Whitney version) and getting almost shot by a killer. (The Bodyguard, anyone?) and the male nurses dressed as females performing "I was made for loving you".

Also Hein and Bert. I loved them.Movies on my to see list : "Fear and loathing in Las Vegas" and "Reservoir dogs". Why? Fuck, that's why.

Hein and Bert as the charries in "Loathing" starring Johnny Depp and I dunno who else.

Hein as Johnny Depp. I think the resemblance is remarkable.

Reservoir dogs style, duds.

Three of my friends. Note the girl with the curly hair, Liesa. A big JD fan.
So from left to right, dunno too tired to remember name, Liesa, Jessica.

And me, of course.

This is me and Jess.

Also went to the movies, watched a big part of 'the aviator" before realising I was going to miss my train. I spent fifty minutes out there in the cold and darkness waiting for the last train for the night. Which would have been this image:

I've only been home for about 40 minutes. Not wanting to go to bed yet. Whiskey's still running in my veins and I'm restless. No school tomorrow, for which I'm glad.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-16T20:07:00

2005-03-16T19:30:39Z

Steph = happy. Very happy.

So, Steph treats on some more new songs.

First up: Missy Higgins. Very good music, think of Bob Dylan and you ain't got it. Trust me, very good music.

Missy Higgins - drowning

Maybe I'm just living out the same old stories in and out
But you know that don't make it easier
Time will fly away with me if truth won't stop and let me see
And tell me I am to believe that you and I should never be again

I'm drowning

When the one you leave is the one thing you believe
You say goodbye when underneaths your one belief
That love rules all, conquers all

Its funny how the times that seem unbearable
Are the ones that you don't ever want to end
And when your childhood slips away
You find you face a brand new day
And you know it can't be the same again

'Cause when you leave you stayed in my memory
You say goodbye for now and have a drink for us
And good luck and find your way

Clawing out will sometimes seem so far away
Never knwowing if I'll live to see another day
Never seem to find out what to do
Noone seems to tell you
'Cause you're drowning

When the one you leave is the one thing you believe
You say goodbye when underneaths your one belief
That love rules all, conquers all
That love rules all, it conquers all

And some Monster Mike Welch. I'm in a very mellow, bluesy mood tonight, since it is so quiet around me, and that calls out for some blues. I call this the drunken brawl version of his album version.

I just can imagine him sitting in a bluesbar, on a bar stool, bawling out whatever he's got to sing. Originally was released on his second album, axe to grind, released in 1998. This song might be the perfect example of what people think blues is - soft, mellow and smokey. Wonderful song. I love this version to bits. I don't have the lyrics, but it shouldn't be too hard to understand. And it was taken from his website.

Monster Mike Welch - Take your best shot.

Also very worthy to check out: Lydia Warren. A recommendation by Mike. And he sure knows what he likes! Damn, the stuff she has is good.

And third one up : Salma Hayek - Siente mi amor. Another one of my favorite songs that I play whenever I'm feeling very moody.
I doubt if anyone knows enough Spanish to be able to understand it, but eh. Here goes.

Salma Hayek - siente mi amor (Once upon a time in Mexico soundtrack)

Una historia sin tiempo que no tiene fin.
Un amor como el nuestro no, ni nunca podra morir.
Quiero ser en tu alma un momento feliz.
Te amare por siempre vivire dentro de ti.

En los dias de dolor siente mi amor.
Que vendra con el viento, que vendra con el sol.
En los ojos de Dios, lejos de ti.
Me veras en suenos, sentiras mi besos.
Me oirias reir.

Si te sientes solo y estas en silencio.
Piensa en mis caricias y en nuestros secretos.
Quiero ser en tu alma, un momento feliz.
Te amare por siempre, vivire dentro de ti.

En los dias de dolor siente mi amor.
Que vendra con el viento, que vendra con el sol.
En los ojos de Dios, lejos de ti.
Me veras en suenos, sentiras mi besos.
Me oirias reir.

Me oirias reir.

Siente mi amor. 
Siente mi amor.

Me? Good looks and a fashion queen? Wtf, no.

2005-03-16T13:21:56Z

This is what I usually wear. Cowboy stuff, anyone?

And my pitiful attempts to transform self to Vic!Whore...

Studded leather boots, skirt and shirt from Morgan. Not enthousiastic about this ensemble, because that's what I used to wear to Goth parties.

Same skirt and boots + purple corset of the brand MISFITS.

Close-up? Okies.

Not comfortable to wear. And notice the Vic!lace thingie I'm wearing.

See?

And me with ze spanish skirt.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-16T13:35:00

2005-03-16T12:36:21Z

I'm very sleepy, but I'm awake. Does that makes sense? I need people to help me. I need to pick a combo of outfits for tomorrow. Theme; victorian whore.

Will update in a new post with new pics.

Two songs for the people who've supported me over the past few days ... hugs

2005-03-15T18:51:07Z

The featured artists :

Tiffany

Mary Chapin Carpenter

Tiffany: Cover Morning Musume Hello! Project

(*contents taken from this website*)

Download the song right here. If the link has expired, tell me and I'll put it up again.

Warning: This song is very boppy and poppy.

Lyrics: "Sexy Baby"

Ooh sexy baby
Here she comes prancing past me
Everyone stops and stares at her figure, what she wears.

Wonder what makes her so sure
Confident in life and love
I wanna be her

Always here to look for her every afternoon
Making mental notes, watching her style checking her out
In my mind I see a picture she is being me
A sexy lady's what I want to be

Things that I do
I practice my walk like you
Flutter my eyes and rehearse sexy lips
I'm gonna make a wish, imagine my first kiss
I'll be the way I see you every day
Sexy baby

Here she comes prancing past me
Everyone stops and stares at her figure, what she wears.
Wonder what makes her so sure
Confident in life and love
I wanna be her

Always try new clothes the same as what she has on
Then I change my hair, I want the same style that she wears
Want the guys to see the women deep inside of me
A sexy lady's what I want to be

Things that I do
I practice my laugh like you
I gloss my lips and gently sway my hips

I'm gonna make a wish, imagine my first kiss
I'll be the way I see you every day
Sexy baby

Here she comes prancing past me
Everyone stops and stares at her figure, what she wears.
Wonder what makes her so sure
Confident in life and love
I wanna be her

Here she comes prancing past me
Everyone stops and stares at her figure, what she wears.
Wonder what makes her so sure
Confident in life and love
I wanna be her

Sexy baby
Here I go prancing past you
What do you do?
You stop and stare at my figure and what I wear
Wonder what makes me so sure
Confident in life and love
I am her

Sexy baby!

Mary Chapin Carpenter - Hero in your own hometown.

Download here

A hero in your own hometown

We were born during the boom times, played house down in the bomb shelter
Suffered through the wonder years, and silence at the dinner hour
But once upon a summertime, out behind the old garage
We were buzzing on midnight, Luckys and Rolling Rock
Thinking we were heroes in our own hometown
Nothing less than heroes in that old hometown

Some married on a day in June, some disappeared without a trace
And some of us are still at large, still searching for a better place
But once upon another time, it didn't matter what they said
Didn't matter if we fell behind, we'd still come out ahead
Cause we believed in heroes in that old hometown
Hey, you could be a hero in your own hometown

Now I'm long away and very far, from gazing at an evening sky
From wishing on a shooting star, from thinking that a heart can't lie
This world is gonna wear you thin, knot you up and spin you round
This world will take it's aim, call you every name, trying to bring you down

Everything seems so clear when you're looking back from such a distance
When the road not taken disappears into the path of least resistance
But once upon a time oh so long ago
Underneath this same old sky every brand new road

Would know that we were heroes in our own hometown
Nothing less than heroes in that old hometown
We still loved a hero in our own hometown
Baby you could be a hero in your own hometown

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-14T06:59:00

2005-03-14T05:59:42Z

Mike, as in Monster Mike Welch, as in the guy of the gig I fucking tried to go to, sent me a mail. I'm not kiddinf, and neither is this mail a fraud.

THIS IS NOT MAKING ME FEEL BETTER.

I missed you at the gig - I was really looking forward to meeting you finally!

I hope everything's alright. Know that you're loved, and if I don't get back to you, It's because internet is tough on the road.

M

I'm off for school now. Nobody hug me. Because I'll fucking cry if ya do so.

Johnny Depp banner/header/wallpaper/whatever

2005-03-12T18:43:33Z

For Winnie

2005-03-11T23:32:55Z

I used my "connections" to get Stormie into my new game - hope you don't mind. Figured that we could use some very good players.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-10T17:48:00

2005-03-10T17:10:43Z

Someone managed to confuse the hell out of me today, not on purpose though.

I like men; just, my experiences with Nick never were good - especially the sexual parts of it. Trust me, when someone can't find the hole or never getting an orgasm, you starting to wonder about things, for Christ' sake. And I was a cutter until I met Nick, merely because he told he'd break up with me when I dared to cut myself again. Which was hard. And yet ... I've only done it twice again in the two years we were together.

Pain is a thing I both love and hate. I hate toothaches and my migraines whenever they show up, and can and will whine about them, but when it is self inflicted, I don't whine about it. I carry the pain, almost cradle it. And I'm not talking about cutting - I am talking about the fact that sometimes I will just bang my head against the wall or slam my fist into it, or purpose fully make a wrong step with my foot so that I limp for the rest of the day. Which I did today. And it hurts. I'm limping. Mission accomplished, I might say.

I am tired of feeling so emotionless. Yes, I can act as if I'm really happy and crazy, but there are times when I will just sit down somewhere, get out my notebook and shut out the rest of the world by closing my hearing aids, no matter how many people there are around me.

People don't know me, people don't understand me.

When Fauve made me laugh until I was crying, I felt relieved - the first time that I cried honest in several years. I just can't cry. I can cry on command, that I can. But crying didn't make me feel better.

Have I ever fallen in love? Like, in major droolage over a boy or a girl? No. I get attached to people, but fall in love with them? No. I care about people, no matter if I let it seem so, or not. I show my affection to Fauve and Kaatje, because I feel they're as troubled as me. Perhaps just not the same way I am troubled - but in other ways. I can relate. They need comfort - and I'll give it, occasionally.

But the fact that I don't like to be cuddled, kissed or jumped at, says a lot about how I am of receiving comfort. I just won't take it. I'm the person that keeps it all inside.

Nick accused me of living in a world that wasn't the real one. What is wrong with seeing this world far darked than it is? If you know my RPG characters, you'll know my view on the world. There's something bad, and more evil will come your way.

Unbeknowst to me, well, at least, until as of late, I've been putting things of myself into my RPG characters, which is unevitable, really. Absence of father figures is a major thing of them - my father never was there. His routine was and still is the same; wake me up, bring me to school, go to work, come home eat and sleep.

He never says more than 15 words a day to me, except for when he rambles on about his cameras, which I'm not really interested in, but I will listen. It's the only thing I have in common with my father, apart for our fascination for wars. Yes, there. My fascination for the Vietnam War only developed so that I could talk to my father about it.

Mothers who are bitches is another thing that happens to my RPG charries. My mother never was an aimable person. Always was dependent of others, even me and my sister. I vauhely suspect that she is suffering from a mental disorder of some kind - one time she will be sweet and gentle, other moments she is a downright bitch. Which why it's a party whenever she's gone for the weekend.

And then, there's my handicap. I used to cry bitter tears when I was younger, claiming to people that it wasn't fair for me to have ended up like this. I'm only at half of my potential. My handicap, my poor way of speech is only because I cannot properly pronounce words, which developed into an almost maniacal shyness towards people. The stores where I corder stuff, are usually stores I've been going to for more than three years, because I know the people.

I'm not happy right now. Not that depressed that I want to cut my throat, either. Just very pensive.

Just what exactly has gone wrong in the 21 years that I've lived? A lot. I'm hungry for family members I've never met, just because they're dead. I love relationships that will kill me.

And I can't run away from it all, because I hate uncertainty.

That will be all. Dinner awaits.

Edit: In about 30 minutes, give or take a few, the MMW (read: Monster Mike Welch) gig I've wanted to go to so badly, is starting in Hasselt, and guess where I am? Home, of course. I can't believe this is happening. As far as I'm concerned, the gig never happened, for my own sanity.

Want to see what the nearly-finished mural looks like?

2005-03-07T18:28:34Z

Art update here.

Here's the sucker. Notice the splatters of paint on the black surface of "Time". Told you it wasn't finished. But nonetheless, no matter how I hated it, I'm still proud to see that it is still on the wall and that the teachers haven't painted it back white yet. And no, that isn't me on the picture.

I'll add more when I'm in the mood for it.

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-07T16:15:00

2005-03-07T15:15:11Z

http://home.scarlet.be/~so012344/

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-06T00:50:00

2005-03-05T23:52:16Z

Advanced
You scored 80% Beginner, 80% Intermediate, 87% Advanced, and 61% Expert!
You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score.

I think it's not that bad for a non-native english speaking person, heh? Actually, I'm pretty proud of myself. I only wish I'd done better on the expert bit. Ah well, can't get everything in life.

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=14457200288064322170

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-06T00:19:00

2005-03-05T23:23:31Z

Winnie.

I did some work on the new game.

Victorian Louis Carter userinfo.

Modern Louis Carter userinfo

Userinfo of STP_past.

There's some more stuff to be done, I realise that. Such a FAQ, a template for forms, a character list and ladela. I'm just tired now. I can't think anymore. Feel free to change and add things if you like. Also did the userinfo of the future one. Will you make a OOC and OWL community, please?

heretic_angel @ 2005-03-05T18:29:00

2005-03-05T17:40:18Z

*smiles*

I have opened my game, more or less. There's still the whole plot thing to go with, which me and gillians_gal intend to write out sometime tonight or tomorrow. The game already has a huge plot going on, and it will be wonderful for everyone who is interested in Victorian times, stories of secret love affairs and ghosts.

It will play with people in the past and in the future, the past being the 1888's, the time of Jack The Ripper, if I'm correct, and 1998, set in a haunted hotel, which actualy exists. The people who were alive in the Victorian times, are the ghosts of 1998. The people alive in 1888, see the ghosts of the people in 1998, because the two worlds mix, like in the movie 'The Others'.

Hm, yeah. Just wanted to share it.

READ THE PAST. And yes, I play past_carter.

For Winnie and about lost favorite earrings

2005-03-04T22:23:48Z

I love the ideas you wrote down. I'm not a person to send e-mails, so I'll just send through vague suggestions through my livejournal.

But somehow, in the train, on way my home, I decided that I loved the idea of past AND present in one game. A mirror, a veil, whatever. I wish I could wait until you are back online, but I'm deadly tired. Appearantly, I only had enough energy for the movie. Gah, I'm turning old.

And I looked up some Helena Bonham Carter pics and I made a banner. Couldn't help myself.

And I have to admit, even though if I did not like the sideburns Johnny Depp was sporting in 'From Hell' from the screencaps and pics I saw ... I must admit that he is the best Louis Carter for in the 1880's. Equally as troubled, heh. And the movie rocked. I'm happy that I bought the special 2 disc set now. Because I love the idea of absinthe. In fact, when I get enough money, I might buy myself a bottle.

*knows a store that sells it* Or should I go with Chartreuse? Hmm.

And I also seem to have lost my favorite earrings, although I'm hoping them still to turn up somewhere, which is unlikely. Damn. One of them was a gift from my aunt, an american eagle with feathers hanging of them, and two small stones set in jade and red coral. The other one was damn simple, even if I say so. A little chain, with a very small cross dangling from it, and two pins to put it through your ear.

They were in my bag. A cigarette rolled out when I dropped it, so I figure the earrings rolled out as well. And I want to kick myself for doing that. Because they were my favorite earrings. I wonder if I'll ever find a pair that will match the cross one. I really can't believe I've been so stupid.

I really can't. Because they were my favorite ones. If I ever wore a pair at all, it were those. *headdesk* Gah. Stupid me. Maybe I should start wearing safety pins or something. because if you lose those ... it really doesn't matter. They're easy to find. And they look flashy and mean.

Damn. Fauve, please scour Ghent with me in search for new favorite earrings. :(

Biting and writing.

2005-03-03T19:37:59Z

One minute.

*grabs bookbag*

I went to the S.M.A.K. with my class today, one of Ghent's many museums, dedicated to modern art. I think the S.M.A.K. stands for Stedelijk museum voor actuele kunsten. But I could be wrong.

We originally went there to see the art of Michael Borremans. Examples of his work to be seen here, here and here. His paintings are breathtaking, but strange, as you can see. Damn them challenging paintings. On the second floor, there was another exposition by Borremans, this time of drawings. Even more stranger.

Appearantly, the paintings are leaving for New York when the exposition is done here, so any people living near New York, check him out. The drawings are going elsewhere, Ireland, I believe. The S.MA.K. is the only museum to expose them at the same time.

What caught my attention even more, was the work of Orla Barry. He is an artist who makes short films, pictures and writes down a sentence or two in his journal every day. Pics here and here .It sure was a sight to see. My favorite sentence that I found must have been :

"Where the nun comes from, is no longer a mystery."

or

"An open window
A strangely lit bedroom
violent movements"

But I've never been that type of person that can enjoy art as some people can. You know those jazz purists, who can sit at their table with a glass of wine and listen to the music for hours? You have art lovers in museums who act just the same way, and can sit staring at a painting for hours. I can ejoy art, and love trying to understand it, but I'm a booklover.

I saw jericho_chan's brother in the museum as well, but hell, I never knew the guy, so I just walked away. All the Borremans drawings were making me lightheaded. I can't understand shit of them.

And my store won't order 21 Jump Street. Liesa had to send me out of the store before I freaked out. Ugh. Imagine that? "It's not in the comp." I bet the guy didn't look hard enough.

Anyway, back to my RP thread, because it's about ghosts and a wonderful derelict hotel, named St Pancras.